Born in Novosibirsk, Siberia, I’ve always felt like an outsider, never quite fitting into my surroundings. From childhood panic attacks to the dissatisfaction of my daily life, I sought refuge in painting — creating my own world on canvas. I was told that painting was a trivial pursuit, so I chose to study genetics and worked in biotechnology, thinking it was the "real" path to follow. But it never fulfilled me, and I was still plagued by panic attacks. I began meditating, exploring the power of thoughts, and slowly, my life started to change. I left toxic relationships, changed careers, and moved to a city I love. As I began to understand how our beliefs shape our reality, my worldview became much more comfortable, I started thinking more positively, and the quality of my life improved significantly. Now, I fully embrace my calling as an artist, reflecting on how our internal world shapes the reality we live in through my work.